Illusion

I know it's hard to tell how mixed up you feel
Hoping what you need is behind every door
Each time you get hurt, I don't want you to change
Because everyone has hopes, you're human after all
The feeling sometimes, wishing you were someone else
Feeling as though you never belong..
Illusion - VNV Nation

Part of the contest For A Cause.

First off, if you've never heard this song, or seen the video for Doll Face by Andy Huang, you are missing out. I'd give you the link but APPARENTLY Youtube doesn't like me and won't let me. One more time...

Illusion - VNV Nation. Andy Huang's Dollface Video.

Search and watch. Amazing


Disclaimer -

I do not condone eating disorders, self inflicted pain, or sewing ones lips to their teeth. I have considerable gapping which allows for thread passage, AND a piercing in my lower lip.

Taken with the intent of displaying anorexia and the feeling behind it. I do not suffer from any kind of eating disorder, but I know other people who do, and it must be scary. It's not a cry for attention, it's a cry for help, just like depression - more light shed on something less talked about brings about more options and outlets for those who suffer, be it from anorexia, depression, abuse...

More information on Anorexia Nervosa here and here.